i always tell myself its okay but ended up i start crying like a bitch .

where were you when i needed you the most ?

Honestly, what will become of me?

I don't like reality , It's way too clear to me .

so , school was okay . was pms-ing throughout the whole day , joee said she can die if she continue sitting next to me :( im sorry , i just can't control my temper , okay ? yesterday's class was quiet because bryan was absent . once he got back , the class got noisy like as usual . ( joee , i think his nerves mmg got problem :D ) went to midvalley with my mum and sisters after school . My elder sis actually adviced me to skip my acc's tuition and i did . My mum was fine with it , i bought some new clothes for chinese new year . gonna shop for t-shirts soon :) i want a flats from dorothy perkins , they are like so cutee weiii but their flats cost 100 over bucks D:

took my heart to the limit ,and this is where i stay .

so practically i can hear people talking about Justin Bieber everywhere , i didn't know he actually exist until my sister told me , call me outdated because i am :D and he is like 16 years old ?! my sis told me that he is around 14 or younger ? went and looked up his biodata , he's actually 16 years old :-O

having add maths and science tuitions later , two tuitions continuously , mehhhh ! I have like two BM essays for me to do and i haven't started it yet . aishhh , im so lazyyyy :/ school was okay today . as usual , bryan is always the noisy one , he just can't shut up for 5 minutes . him and hiss grandfather stories -____- i wish there's like a remote control so i can mute him :D account's teacher won't be going to school tomorrow , wheee :D

maybe i should but still i just can't walk away ,

try to convince me once again that I should stay .

when it gets cold and it feels like the end .

have been complaining to pei wen that how badly i wanted to piece my ears again , and my cartilage too ! gosh , i just love diva's accessories ! their earrings , rings and necklaces are so prettyyyy . deng it , im so so so gonna pierce my ears :D

i miss ed-lynn cristelle foo weii , i know she misses me too , HAHA ! ( you dare to say you are not ) well , we all think that form four is though , even studying in art class is tough too , thought it will be relaxing but nooooo . i got like six tuitions a week -____- how tiring , i only get to use the computer for an hour a day because of the whole homeworks and tuitions thing . my mum was kinda shocked because last year i almost spend all my time on the computer , HE HE :D that is why she said my PMR's results turned out like crap , sorry la mummy :P past is always past , you can't change it laa *smiles*

its 3.38 a.m already and im still chatting with pei wen . i think i should i go sleep now , before all the pimples , eye bags and dark eye circles kill me . toodles *

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never leave my heart open, never hurts me to say goodbye .

raindrops .

oh , shut up already , its over .

guess i'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all .

back from lumut , and Happy New Year ! :) its 2010 ! and yes , i didn't go for countdown , wtf -.- watched tv at home the whole day . hate staying at home , so so so gonna go out this saturday man :D

Wang Lee Hom is so so hot and cute man :D

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and i wonder if i ever cross your mind , to me it happens all the time ,

said i wouldn't call but i lost all control and i need you now ,

and i don't know how i can do without ,

i just need you now .

without words ;

its 1.25 and im hungry :( have to wake up at 5 something tomorrow , ed-lynn and peiwen don't allow me to sleep because im going to lumut later and won't be onlining for 2 days . they said i can sleep in the car, how cruel D: meanie ! im so craving for food now , but im so not eating man ! ( BITE ME , LYNN ! ) i wanna sleep man -___-

@ ed-lynn and peiwen , i hate you both ! :D

im proud to say , i got you .

Happy Fifteen Birthday Ng Pei Wen ! :)

you know i love you ! wanted to give you a surprise at first , but failed . imma failure organiser -.- Ed-lynn , you just have to stop hitting wen ! and yeappp , i came late again HAHAH . sorry can't help it , its like a habit now :O

lynn : EH, come early tomorrow
me : why ?

lynn : COS YOU'RE ALWAYS LATE !

me : HAHAHHAHAHA :D

uhhh , about the cake thing . it wasn't my idea , sorryy :/ okay , i feel like a failure now . but at least the one who surprised you is your boy right ? gheee :D we didn't get to take picture together -___- what turf man . and a again , i hope you like the present ! and have fun today with your family :)

watched Avatar before dinner , nice show though :D was suffering for the last 30 mins , wanted to pee so badly (HAHAHHA) went to Bubba Gump for dinner after that , their smoothie isn't as good as i expected . the total bill was 300++ , the tax was around 40 something . what turf ! (luckily PW didn't fall off from the chair , AHHAHAHAHA) we had a group picture and i looked like a crap man *i hate taking group picture*

stomache is killing me :(

go ahead and make me cry , i will be alright .

so , im watching You're Beautiful now . omg , im so freaking addicted to that show man -____- i slept at 4 yesterday just to wait for the show to load finish . and i wake up at 3 or 2 everyday :D my sis told me that , if human sleeps too much . we might get some kind of cancer , and i got paranoid -.- yes yes , i can be that stupid . LOL , omgeeeeee , PMR results will be out on the 24th ! and on the 25th i will be having vacation :( pray hard pray hard)

Jang Geun Seok is so hot :D

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yada yada .

blah blah black ship ;

watching tv the whole day is just boring wei ! i wanna GO OUT ! im bored and ed-lynn is ignoring me on msn , HOWW GREAT MAN -____-

should i pierce my cartilage ? GEHEE :D

*ed-lynn sucks , BIG TIME*

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panda is so so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee , gheeeeeeee :D

awhhhhh , i wantttt *kidnap kidnap*

im like rotting in home , i need to get out of the house man . i need to shop , clothes clothes clothes :D maybe going to sungai wang tomorrow with my sisters , not shopping for LALA clothes, okay ?

Happy Fifteen Birthday Jason Chai !

have fun tomorrow :)

ps : he striked in bowling for me :D

loveee .

to the banana girl ;

Happy Birthday My Dearest Best Friend , Ed-lynn Cristelle Foo!

you spelt Toi Pu Che instead of Dui Bu Qi ! mmg banana wei , anyway i hope you like the bag :) its already 4 years and you know im still counting on :) don't need to thank me btw , HAHA! joking :P and i was the first one who wished you , gheeee ♥ Shiryank ! (shi - siwon , ryank -ryan + frank ) don't get it right ? Si Won is a singer from Super junior , ryan sypek and Franklin Gothic Medium (its a font) she likes the font alot because she said E and H look nice together . you are weird, lynn : she got 6 missed call from her parents while watching movie , her sis texted her and say fuck you . ( your sis damn cute la )

ou , celebrated lynn and jason chai's birthday together . watched Ninja assassin , omgg , very violent weii . blood everywhere , akkk ! damn lazy to blog la, ed .

We were laughing :D

i won man *yeah right*

they look so cute , hahaha *shy shy*

uncle's wedding ;

eeee .

edited it this evening ;

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by the way , lynn dropped the bowling ball twice .